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29 Juni the end?heya folks.
i know i never seem to be here, part of it is a lack of interest, the other is a lack of time. i didnt however want to leave the last entry as my 'last' entry, too morbid. so here i am, on a friday evening too i might add.
ah, killer-busy-popular LOL.
did i say that i had another 6 hours done on my tattoo? colour mostly. no matter what, when i get some pics i'll put one here even if im not writing anymore.
not much to report.. we've been camping a couple of times which is always great, im still working away at my business diploma, just the courses im doing this summer left. i think i have a job lined up for as soon as im done but you never know how these things will go, things do change.
this facebook thing has taken over a bit too i guess but i dont know~ im not in love with it like many are; you dont get to meet new ppl like you can here, i have made some rela cool people. on the other hand, facebook has been great for hooking up old friends and acquaintances for lots of people.
and then there was the writing.. that was so awesome. it was nice to have somewhere to vent and write and write some more... i dont know though, the drive seems gone.
well anyways, now this sounds sad too, lol. it's not all bad, really.
hellos, goodbyes and hugs to everyone. 20 April and another bubble bursti have now seen the cho video. he speaks of the elite and his disgust for them, that they have caused this massacre and killed him as well. he looks venemous as he discusses peoples mercedes and gold chains.
look at the names and faces of the victims, there was no discriminating. he did not seek out anyone that had done him an injustice. the victims are diverse, they are unique, they are individuals who only once were, as now they are not.
he proclaims to bleed like christ. i understand the pathology but cannot excuse it. i try to be compassionate, understanding and open to the belief that society makes its own woes. i believe in the idea of mental illness and varied capacity. i suppose tonight i am failing myself because these things do not concern me.
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have you seen the satirical cartoons coming out of korea? at first they appear disgusting and self proclaiming but for some there may be a seperate interpretation. the caricture of bush for example, is not making light but perhaps saying that bush is taking no responsibilty in the ease of access to guns. true, a person in that state with his determination will likely suceed regardless of gun control laws. it may however have been pompous and without concern for the grieving to pick that moment to make sure he still has the support (and vice versa) of the nra as his first comment is something along the lines of him still believing in the right for everyone to bear arms, but they should follow the law when they have them. ill let you fill in the rest.
to those singing chos praises and proclaiming their hate of america; to those that spout of american caused injustices in korea during the war; to those that are comparing this to the iraqi war and suffering there....
i dont deny nor acknowledge these things, because this is about something else. and that is the point, this is about something else. this deadman did not proclaim to be making a political statement for injustices to his ancestors, nor for the wars being waged currently. his actions were self centered, they were for his rage. when he speaks of others that he kills for, he speaks of others like himself. and even to this he is only self justifying.
that is all.
08 April happy chocolate day!!!well everyone, hello! i was really hoping to post a picture-filled-blog regarding my last trip, it was to inuvik! we had a great tiem visiting my mom and seeing the north. they have a nice cabin, we spent a couple of days there. we also went dog sledding! there are so many beautiful dogs up there, but it is very sad. a majority arent taken care of. anyways, back to the pictures.. i broke my laptop. that's right, i f**ked it up royally. the screen actually, but hard to do anything with it, including getting my pictures off of it. so i will have to post them soon.
as well as beign easter, it is also araya's birthday. we went to the pool on friday and she had a few of the girls sleep over. it was a little nutty and her best friend bethany got sick so that part wasnt very fun. but all in all a good time. jordi and i got her a cute orange huffy bike for bday, she's very pleased. i was a tiny bit concerned that she may have preffered something girlier, but it was a smash hit. yesterday my sister sue took her shopping in kelowna and they picked up my other sister jen as a surprise! she'll be staying in salmon arm for about a week and then going to kelowna, she has a place there for the 15th. her b/f who's from denmark will be joining her in may. they met somewhere in her most recent world travcels, i think it may have been when she was on the icebreaker ship in the antartica... apparently penguins are stinky animals, lol.
im just finishing up the semester, i have one more week of classes and then my finals start on the 16th, my bday. two weeks of that, and then it looks like i'll be doing my last 3 business classes online in the summer to get them over and done with. hen i'll hacve my diploma. i would like to do my degree but there is a time and money factor... and i have a job as soon as im done so id really like to get moving on that.
what else.... not a whole lot. jordi was going to pressure wash the house today (trust me when i say im more excited then i have appeared), but the bloody machine wont get moving. i dont know what it's worth, but it's gas powered and industrial and brand new. that's gotta hurt! but of course there's nothing you can do about it on easter sunday so it'll have to wait for a bit longer. hopefully our nice weather holds out as well, although, i cant imagine that the dirt permattached to the siding is about to go anywhere!
i had best put my head back down and get this dreaded school work finished, yuck. i want to go to the movies tonight but i really need to have some stuff accomplished first. i wont forget either, that i still need to post pics of my car. did i tell you here name? we call her "wee-car". she's so little, but full of spunk n' guts and all that good stuff.
if you were here, thanks! miss everyone...
loves,
 24 Februar Home once again.Hey everyone! Well I am back from Vancouver, and had a bunch more work done on my tattoo. I'll post a pic as soon as I take one.
If you have been around for a bit and remember my blogs from when I was making frequent trips to Van you will probably also recall the animal pictures, I always seemed to run into critters! I didnt have my camera with me but I had my friend Nikki with me who in turn, had a camera. The point being that I wasnt very good with it. Anyways, the story. We were walking back to Joy's apt. thur after dinner and I saw a skunk. Of course I started to yell at Nikki, get your camera! She tried taking pics, then passed it to me. The fat little bugger was waddling away awfully quick for a critter who looked like he could use a diet. (the inner-city scavengers always seem to look this way!) When I finally caught up to him I snapped a pic (there was a light coming from the left so it didnt turn out well but here it is),
 and was about to try again when he started for me. It must have been quite the sight, first I'm running down the sidewalk trying to get in front of this thing and then Im running backwards. It was entertaining I imagine. Van was great as usual. We didnt have much time really, but it was nice to be back. I have to take the kids in the summer, they miss it and I have basically promised everyone now, oops! We only went out one night (not sure I can handle a whole lot more anyways), but it was fun. First the Samba, and then Roxys. Default was playing, so that was alright.
Sigh, and I even had JJ's coffee, every day. Now that Im back I dont know what to do, no one's Lattes here come even close, I think Im going thru withdrawal. (I love this picture)
 And of course the sushi was fantastic. We went to Fujiya almost every day as well. It is a Japanese super market, and they make shit-loads of sushi fresh every day. They have great Sushimi, and the list goes on. We brought a bunch home on ice to share. I spent $50 there on the last day, but I also brought back Japanese candy. It's lunch time, maybe I should go and indulge....As to my previous entry and the pictures, I deleted one Toronto maple leafs body-art lady, a Calgary Flames flasher and a Flames body-art as well, plus a pic of my cleavage. I couldn't find anything else, so hopefully that covers it. Thanks for all the help guys and gals :)
I guess it's time to get back to my studies, blah. I don't really have choices at this point, I have 2 midterms and three projects due next week. The regular h.w will have to wait. Lots a loves and hugs.
Michy
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speaking of tattoos, I wonder if that's what they're considering nudity? It is my back, but come on! I hope that's not it because then I wont be able to show you the work I just had done. *sigh*
lata~ 22 Februar HELP!Hi friends, I need your help! I got an email requesting that I remove the nudity from my website or they will shut me down in 120 hours, and the email was sent yesterdaym (wed) at noon! I have no idea what picture it is, and I have sooooo many pictures! If anyone knows which it is, or if you reported or whatever, please email me or leave a comment so I can keep my site up, thanks!
Michy
 10 Februar happy february ;)Hi everybody! Wazzup??? Not much to say, going crazy with school (so I guess technically it's the same thing I always say!) Clancy is growing up (not in the brains unfortunately XD) but we're working on him, I think he could be a good dog yet! And he's still a pup. Some ppl were talking about all the things their dogs have ever eaten; and my dog had eaten all of them already, except 2 of them! Silly dog... What's new with you my friends? Valentine's Day is on it's way. Yay, another day of 'Hallmark-style' love. It's hard not to be a cynicist; I live with one, and I think it may be in my genes as well. But do tell me what you have planned, despite the me of today, I can still be a mushy-romantic, once in awhile. We will be going out, and that’s nice. A place called the Phoenix Steakhouse, you can check it out online if you want, great place! I guess we’re allowed to go because there’s good food, LOL. So I will share some pictures again, because what could be better?? Have a great week....
26 Januar crikeycrikey dick, how old am i?? LOL :) so im sitting here, it's about 1030 and i cant decide if i should just go to sleep or go out and grab some cigs. i'd only had 2 today and i still hadent had my tea. bu then i start thinking that the kids have a ringette game at 830 tomorrow morning so i should probably just hit the sack, (havent slept well the past few nights). i wandered out to the kitchen to let the dogs out and thought, my god, how old am i? i dont think i can make it up past 1030?!? so i put the kettle on and got my stuff ready: coat, scarf, gloves and my batman touque. Once the tea was simmering i went to get my cigs. there were people out, grabbing gas or mix or whatever, and i thought jesus, it's friday night. (keep in mind im in my fleecy carebear jammies). so i guess i am just settled into my routine: i get my eve. cig, my tea and simmer down with a bit of tv or computer browsing. i suppose it's settled, ive aged enough to catch up with all these white hairs. 18 Januar what's newschool is once again in full swing. last semester ended well and i was thankful for the short but sweet time at off at christmas. my days, and evenings, are consumed with school work, but that's ok. it is all towards an end. since i have so little time, and i am yawning in massive doses i thought i would share what's been going on the last couple of months with some pictures. besides, pictures tend to be more interesting then text, right??
as far as i can recall i havent yet posted any pics of clancy, the pup we got in sept. he's a lab, shepard, and some other stuff too. he's working hard at growing up and monty (white shepard in some of the pics), is doing a good job of mentoring him. the first pics where he is smaller are from the beginning of oct, he was 12 weeks old.
  maybe i should do something about those eyes hey? somecreative-photo shoppin'
 araya's best friend bethany moved this fall, they are about an hour and a half away now, so that has been really tough on her. this was the first visit they had this fall, she came for the weekend. they are both huge animal lovers, so this was pretty funny. the cats of course hated it!  this pretty bird adn her friends come by to visit. im not sure which are female or male, but some have yellow feathers, so that is likely the visible gender difference.  Reece just had his 5th birthday, it was definately a blast!
 What a super-cutie hey?  this picture was taken at reece's birthday party as well.
 this birthday pic goes back to october! i know, i am way behind arent i??  this little dollie is a friend's daughter who stopped by on halloween. how could you resist this face??  this picture is only about 1 week old. he sure is growing!  this pic of monty is also recent. well there are more that i need to upload to an online (xmas and such) site but it isnt going to happen tonight. i really am eghausted, i just cant handle these late nights very well anymore ;-)
love you lots,
me.
30 November Color me Purple
HEY GUYS, LOOK AT ME, BLOGGING 2 TIMES IN ONE MONTH, WOOHOO! *WINKS* I THOUGHT I WOULD BLOG ABOUT COLOURS, SOME COOL STUFF HERE. I WILL ALSO ADD SOME LINKS SO YOU CAN DO COLOUR QUIZZES TOO. LOTS OF LOVE EVERYONE, MICHY
Meaning of the Color Blue Blue is the overwhelming "favorite color." Blue is seen as trustworthy, dependable and committed. The color of sky and the ocean, blue is perceived as a constant in our lives. As the collective color of the spirit, it invokes rest and can cause the body to produce chemicals that are calming; however not all blues are serene and sedate. Electric or brilliant blues become dynamic and dramatic, an engaging color that expresses exhilaration. Some shades or the overuse of blue may come across as cold or uncaring. Blue is the least "gender specific" color, having equal appeal to both men and women.
Meaning of the Color Green
Green occupies more space in the spectrum visible to the human eye and is second only to blue as a favorite color. Green is the pervasive color in the natural world that is an ideal backdrop in interior design because we are so used to seeing it everywhere. The natural greens, from forest to lime, are seen as tranquil and refreshing, with a natural balance of cool and warm (blue and yellow) undertones. Green is considered the color of peace and ecology. However, there is an "institutional" side to green, associated with illness or Government-issued that conjure up negative emotions as do the "slimy" or bilious greens.
Meaning of the Color Yellow
Yellow shines with optimism, enlightenment, and happiness. Shades of golden yellow carry the promise of a positive future. Yellow will advance from surrounding colors and instill optimism and energy as well as spark creative thoughts. How the color yellow effects us mentally and physically
Meaning of the Color Orange
Orange, a close relative of red, sparks more controversy than any other hue. There is usually strong positive or negative association to orange and true orange generally elicits a stronger "love it" or "hate it" response than other colors. Fun and flamboyant orange radiates warmth and energy. Interestingly, some of the tones of orange such as terra cotta, peach or rust have very broad appeal.
Meaning of the Color Red Red has more personal associations than any other color. Recognized as a stimulant red is inherently exciting and the amount of red is directly related to the level of energy perceived. Red draws attention and a keen use of red as an accent can immediately focus attention on a particular element.
Meaning of the Color PurplePurple embodies the balance of red simulation and blue calm. This dichotomy can cause unrest or uneasiness unless the undertone is clearly defined at which point the purple takes on the characteristics of its undertone. A sense of mystic and royal qualities, purple is a color often well liked by very creative or eccentric types and is the favorite color of adolescent girls.
Meaning of the Color BrownBrown says stability, reliability, and approachability. It is the color of our earth and is associated with all things natural or organic.
Meaning of the Color White White projects purity, cleanliness, and neutrality. Doctors don white coats, brides traditionally were white gowns and a white picket fence surrounds a safe and happy home.
Meaning of the Color Gray Gray is timeless, practical, and solid. A longstanding favorite suit color, gray can mix well with any color. Although well like and often worn, people rarely name gray as a favorite color possibly because Gray also is associated with loss or depression.
Meaning of the Color Black Black is authoritative and powerful; because black can evoke strong emotions too much can be overwhelming. A classic color for clothing possibly because it makes the wearer appear thinner and more sophisticated.
| To do this quiz go here Quotes About Color
"Colors, like features, follow the changes of the emotions." --Pablo Picasso “Color does not add a pleasant quality to design - it reinforces it.” --Pierre Bonnard
"Painting is something that takes place among the colors, and one has to leave them alone completely, so that they can settle the matter among themselves. Their intercourse: this is the whole of painting. Whoever meddles, arranges, injects his human deliberation, his wit, his advocacy, his intellectual agility in any way, is already disturbing and clouding their activity." --Marie Rilke Rainer “If you... are moved only by the color relationships, then you miss the point.” --Mark Rothko
Basic Colour Meanings
 Positive - Courageous and strong willed Negative - Agressive and domineering  Positive - Intelligent and logical Negative - Inferior and vindictive  Positive - Joyful and sociable Negative - Destructive and proud  Positive - Generous and practical Negative - Jealous and lacks judgement  Positive - Idealist and spiritual Negative - Morbid and unrealistic  Positive - Love, friendship and compassion Negative - Immaturity  Positive - Earthy and centered Negative - Dogmatic and stuck in their ways  Positive - protection Negative - Secretive  Positive - spiritual, wisdom, healing Negative - dreamer  Positive - Strong, vibrant, wealth, power Negative - Greed  Positive - spiritual, meaning, healing Negative - Envy
What Colors Mean-This look at colour is more general, giving the colour's meaning, as in the meaning of the colour, not which colour matches us best.We live in a colorful world. In many countries, colors represent various holidays; they are also used to express feelings and enliven language. Find your favorite color and see what it means around the world. Red
For the ancient Romans, a red flag was a signal for battle. Because of its visibility, stop signs, stoplights, brake lights, and fire equipment are all painted red. The ancient Egyptians considered themselves a red race and painted their bodies with red dye for emphasis. In Russia, red means beautiful. The Bolsheviks used a red flag as their symbol when they overthrew the tsar in 1917. That is how red became the color of communism. In India, red is the symbol for a soldier. In South Africa, red is the color of mourning. It's considered good luck to tie a red bow on a new car. In China, red is the color of good luck and is used as a holiday and wedding color. Chinese babies are given their names at a red-egg ceremony. Superstitious people think red frightens the devil. A “red-letter day” is one of special importance and good fortune. In Greece, eggs are dyed red for good luck at Easter time. To “paint the town red” is to celebrate. Red is the color most commonly found in national flags. In the English War of the Roses, red was the color of the House of Lancaster, which defeated the House of York, symbolized by the color white. The “Redshirts” were the soldiers of the Italian leader Garibaldi, who unified modern Italy in the nineteenth century. To “see red” is to be angry. A “red herring” is a distraction, something that takes attention away from the real issue. A “red eye” is an overnight airplane flight. If a business is “in the red,” it is losing money. Green
Only one national flag is a solid color: the green flag of Libya. Ancient Egyptians colored the floors of their temples green. In ancient Greece, green symbolized victory. In the highlands of Scotland, people wore green as a mark of honor. Green is the national color of Ireland. A “greenback” is slang for a U.S. dollar bill. Green means “go.” When “all systems are green,” it means everything is in order. The green room of a concert hall or theater is where performers relax before going onstage. The “green-eyed monster” is jealousy. A greenhorn is a newcomer or unsophisticated person. Green is youthful. Being “green around the gills” is looking pale and sickly. “Green with envy” means full of envy or jealousy. A person with a “green thumb” is good at making plants grow. A green, or common, is a town park. Green is a healing color, the color of nature. Blue
In ancient Rome, public servants wore blue. Today, police and other public servants wear blue. In Iran, blue is the color of mourning. Blue was used as protection against witches, who supposedly dislike the color. If you are “true blue,” you are loyal and faithful. Blue stands for love, which is why a bride carries or wears something blue on her wedding day. A room painted blue is said to be relaxing. “Feeling blue” is feeling sad. “Blue devils” are feelings of depression. Something “out of the blue” is from an unknown source at an unexpected time. A bluebook is a list of socially prominent people. The first prize gets a blue ribbon. A blue blood is a person of noble descent. This is probably from the blue veins of the fair-complexioned aristocrats who first used this term. “Into the blue” means into the unknown. A “bluenose” is a strict, puritanical person. A “bluestocking” used to be a scholarly or highly knowledgeable woman. The pharaohs of ancient Egypt wore blue for protection against evil. The “blues” is a style of music derived from southern African-American secular songs. It influenced the development of rock, R&B, and country music. “Blue laws” are used to enforce moral standards. A blue ribbon panel is a group of especially qualified people. Purple, Violet
The Egyptian queen Cleopatra loved purple. To obtain one ounce of Tyrian purple dye, she had her servants soak 20,000 Purpura snails for 10 days. In Thailand, purple is worn by a widow mourning her husband's death. A “purple heart” is a U.S. military decoration for soldiers wounded or killed in battle. Purple is a royal color. Purple robes are an emblem of authority and rank. “Purple speech” is profane talk. “Purple prose” is writing that is full of exaggerated literary effects and ornamentation. Leonardo da Vinci believed that the power of meditation increases 10 times when done in a purple light, as in the purple light of stained glass. Purple in a child's room is said to help develop the imagination according to color theory. Richard Wagner composed his operas in a room with shades of violet, his color of inspiration. Yellow
In Egypt and Burma, yellow signifies mourning. In Spain, executioners once wore yellow. In India, yellow is the symbol for a merchant or farmer. In tenth-century France, the doors of traitors and criminals were painted yellow. Hindus in India wear yellow to celebrate the festival of spring. If someone is said to have a “yellow streak,” that person is considered a coward. In Japan during the War of Dynasty in 1357, each warrior wore a yellow chrysanthemum as a pledge of courage. A yellow ribbon is a sign of support for soldiers at the front. Yellow is a symbol of jealousy and deceit. In the Middle Ages, actors portraying the dead in a play wore yellow. To holistic healers, yellow is the color of peace. Yellow has good visibility and is often used as a color of warning. It is also a symbol for quarantine, an area marked off because of danger. “Yellow journalism” refers to irresponsible and alarmist reporting. White
A white flag is the universal symbol for truce. White means mourning in China and Japan. Angels are usually depicted wearing white robes. The ancient Greeks wore white to bed to ensure pleasant dreams. The Egyptian pharaohs wore white crowns. The ancient Persians believed all gods wore white. A “white elephant” is a rare, pale elephant considered sacred to the people of India, Thailand, Burma, and Sri Lanka; in this country, it is either a possession that costs more than it is worth to keep or an item that the owner doesn't want but can't get rid of. It's considered good luck to be married in a white garment. White heat is a state of intense enthusiasm, anger, devotion, or passion. To whitewash is to gloss over defects or make something seem presentable that isn't. A “white knight” is a rescuer. A white list contains favored items (as opposed to a blacklist). A “whiteout” occurs when there is zero visibility during a blizzard. A “white sale” is a sale of sheets, towels, and other bed and bath items. A “whited sepulcher” is a person who is evil inside but appears good on the outside, a hypocrite. “White lightning” is slang for moonshine, a homebrewed alcohol. A white room is a clean room as well as a temperature-controlled, dust-free room for precision instruments. White water is the foamy, frothy water in rapids and waterfalls. Black
The ancient Egyptians and Romans used black for mourning, as do most Europeans and Americans today. The “Blackshirts” were the security troops in Hitler's German army, also known as the S.S. Black often stands for secrecy. Black humor is morbid or unhealthy and gloomy humor. A “blackhearted” person is evil. If a business is “in the black,” it is making money. A “blacklist” is a list of persons or organizations to be boycotted or punished. Black is associated with sophistication and elegance. A “black tie” event is formal. A black belt in karate identifies an expert. A black flag in a car race is the signal for a driver to go to the pits. A blackguard is a scoundrel. The ancient Egyptians believed that black cats had divine powers. Black lung is a coal miner's disease caused by the frequent inhaling of coal dust. Blackmail is getting things by threat. Black market is illegal trade in goods or money. A black sheep is an outcast. “Blackwash” (as opposed to “whitewash”) is to uncover or bring out in the light. A blackout is a period of darkness from the loss of electricity, for protection against nighttime air raids, or, in the theater, to separate scenes in a play. When you “black out,” you temporarily lose consciousness.
Well guys that's about it for me! Only a week and a half of classes left so I have a lot to do, and then we'll be all about finals. I have to share that, yes, I finally got a car, yay! It's a green 2005 Elantra, a good little car. There's only 34 thousand KM on it, so it should keeping for a while. It doesn't haul like the bonny but I'm not complaining. Handles pretty good too. Anyways, I wont bore you with any more car talk. *Winks and Loves*, me. 15 November good day to all and to all a good nightIt is one of those days where I feel beyond words for description. It is an emotional or intense feeling, not that I could soon cry, but that something is different, and I feel different. I am having difficulty concentrating on anything, not good considering I have an accounting midterm tomorrow that I need to prepare for. I don’t think anything is amiss, just that something within me feels different.
Perhaps it is not within me but the universe and this is how I am being affected. That sounds a little too hokey for me, but I suppose you never know!
Hopefully it is a power growing within me, a power to “will” myself skinny, or perhaps to make the right car appear. I don’t know where I am getting these weird ideas today…
Last night I had a very vivid dream. In it I was a bar owner, I had a new bar. I believe it was in Saskatoon. It was called the shack and existed in a large empty gravel lot. It had the appearance of a sideways double-wide trailer with wooden steps leading up to the front. Inside was pretty cool; it was similar to a diner’s atmosphere. Booths along the left side, the bar (or counter), was straight ahead and it had an older looking cash register. It was very busy at first but as the evening neared midnight most of the people cleared out. There was a nice dance floor in the middle although most people just stood around and talked. I remember feeling angry as a group of people left with their beer bottles in hand. I then left the bar in the hands on the employees and went for a drive; I can’t remember where I was going. That is how I knew I was in Saskatoon however, as I watched some of the scenery fly by. Anyways, enough about that.
I can be quite good at interpreting the dreams of others but I’m not as good at myself. Any ideas out there?
To put the questions surrounding the Sticky Michy to rest I will tell the world the recipe! First, the shot from which the rest originated: 1/3 oz. Malibu 1/3 oz. Crème de Cacao 1/3 oz. Vanilla Stoli
It is quite good, go ahead and try it! Variation #2 is ½ oz. of Malibu and ½ oz. of the Vanilla Stoli vodka.
Truth be told, you can only do so many shots and continue t function. This is why I turned the shot, or shots, into a drink. My favorite is to use 1oz. of each liquor, but 1/3 of each is wise for continued drinking. Anyways, the liquor on ice, soda water and a touch of cranberry juice, that’s it! Cheers! 23 Oktober LOOK! a questionnaire!Needing a break, and to chill my brain from life and all the rest I decided to check my e-mails. Interestingly, I had an e-mail from Marian and Kat-woman; a 50 question questionnaire. ~Do you remember the quiz for spacers by spacers? *sigh* those were the days~ Anyways, this seems like a decent chillaxin’ thing to do.
1. FIRST NAME
Michelle
2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE:
Not that I’m aware of!
3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
Minutes ago, LOL. (I’m not kidding)
4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
At times, yes. Sometimes it is less than attractive but I have always liked it when it looks like my Grandmothers’. She had beautiful cursive.
5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
Fajita chicken is quite good, hard to say if it’s a favorite though. My oldest used to bomb me with those questions all the time, such as, “ what is your favorite tv show? Movie? Colour? Super hero? And on and on…
6. KIDS? Yes, I think the last question made that one clear ;)
7. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? I’d hope so, as I am pretty great, LOL. Who could possibly understand me better than me? Plus, I have a great sense of humor.
8. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
I do try to journal but it doesn’t happen very often. I think that the past year and a half or so of blogging, (this one and the space before), have been the best effort of a journal.
9. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
I don’t ‘use’ sarcasm, as much as I envelope, love, and become one with sarcasm. Seriously though, no one beats me in a war of words~ no one.
10. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
I do.
11. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
For surely I would. I think the only reason I haven’t is the lack of opportunity I have had to try it out.
12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
I don’t know if I have one... not a huge cereal fan. I guess I go through fazes, for example, for awhile I wanted cream of wheat every morning. Mmm, with a teaspoon of brown sugar and glass of milk.
13. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
It depends on the shoes of course. (I have a bit of a thing for shoes, wish I could buy more... stupid guilt!) If they are newer or expensive then I will be more likely to take the time. I also have big n’ fat, comfy skater shoes, and with those the laces are perma-loose.
14. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
How do you mean? Physically? In that case I have gotten a little soft but no matter, I still know I can do whatever needs to be done. Mentally, well I want to say, because if im determined then yes, stronger than anyone. But I do have my moments.
15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
I’m not much into sweets but I have discovered a few decent flavours, (again, hard to pick a fave). Cherry cheesecake, chocolate chip mint, mango, kahlua…
16. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Body language, and general tone. Good for a quick judgment on confidence and basic personality traits. Ok-ok, the ass.
17. RED OR PINK?
No question, red.
18. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Hmm, thighs?
19. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
I don’t know… I’d like to say my dad but the truth is I don’t know what my life would be with him in it, so maybe that’s more of a dream than a fact. How about… Seinfeld? That was a great show!
20. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
I plan on posting this to my blog rather then e-mailing it about. I guess comments from people are always cool. (hard to believe anyone is still with me at this point though, lol).
21. WHAT COLOUR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Blue jeans, a great pair of silvers, very comfy. Today I wore a pair of black leather Merrel’s with a fuzzy varsity-style M on the side.
22. THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Steak, (thanks for the great job bbqing Jordi), and a sliced potato, veggie fry mix thing.
23. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
The canucks game is in the background. I think they’re losing though, I’m not really paying attention. Lots of Madano talk happening.
24. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
What is with this question, like seriously? Ok I’ll pick, red. Blue has been my die-hard fave colour since I was a kid, but I have always had an irresistible draw to red. I like yellow too, but more because it reminds me of my sister Sue and daughter Araya.
25. FAVOURITE SMELL?
Like many, many people in the western world, I’d have to go with cinnamon buns, baking. I do miss my Grandma.
26. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Jordi. Well technically that was a voicemail, so it would have been Ashton.
27. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
Well Duh. I expect the same response for those taking this from me, LOL.
28. FAVOURITE DRINK?
A Sticky Michy of course!
29. FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH?
I like watching my kids or other people I know play sports. Not huge on watching any sport on tv.
30. HAIR COLOUR?
Brunette, no really!
31. EYE COLOUR?
Again, brown. HA! Not recessive! Take that blue-eyed bomb-shells, LOL.
32. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? Nope, no glasses either.
33. FAVOURITE FOOD?
Hmmm, again with the fave. Well I actually do have a favorite food, popcorn.
34. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING?
Both I suppose. I enjoy watching movies. I’d rather watch a comedy, horror, mystery or suspense than some mushy, lovey-dovey happy-ending thing.
35. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang. It was pretty good too.
36.WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
A black bunny-hug, Nirvana with the happyacid face.
37. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Weird as it may seem, I am kind of an in-betweenie as I enjoy the fall and spring most of all.
38. HUGS OR KISSES?
I guess I will say hugs as they are a definite essential in life, but truly it depends on the person and the situation. Of course kisses are very nice. Mmm, kissing to kiss, *sigh*
39. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
Popcorn!
40. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Who could know? It will be posted, whoever wants to read it will, and that’s it.
42. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Actually, hard to believe I know, but I am actually reading something that isn’ t for school! (I read at the gym on the x-trainer, LOL). It’s called Investigating Death.
43. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
I no longer have one, as I have a mouse from the past 10 years. Old question hey?
44. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST ON TV?
The last thing I watched on tv, (I think) was CSI Miami.
45. FAVOURITE SOUNDS?
Sex noises are hot.
46. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
I love both, but in the end I’d probably go with the Beatles. Depends on my mood, they’re both very different.
47 FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Halifax, Nova Scotia, I think. I may have been further as a kid, as we drove thru a bunch of states one summer.
48 DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Besides yelling? I do make a pretty good salesperson, and can be good at the art of persuasion.
49. LEAST LIKELY TO SEND THIS BACK?
Again, this is for a blog.
50. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
St. Paul’s Hospital, Saskatoon.
10 Oktober Another October DayNot much to say, i've just been really busy with Midterms,
 Have 3 tests to go this week. I have been distracted from my studies lately as I have been searching for a car. Selling my old one would help too though. Sigh, so much to do! I hope everyone had a fabulous weekend, especially those of us that got to enjoy a long weekend. As we are in October I have had children requesting new Halloween costumes. I promise you that after the September we have had, it isn't the best idea. Knowing me however, I can see me doing it anyways. I'm pretty sure that Reece will be Batman again, (good, costume still used almost daily!) Araya wants to be a Barbie Princess (blue dress), looking for that one, and Ash wants to be a pimp, not so sure I like that one! But what can you do?? So, soon we will be back to pumpkin carving and baked seeds. Mmmmm, the seeds are definately the best part! Carving always seems to mean, the kids draw on their pumpkin and I do the rest of the work. *sigh* I'll look for small pumpkins! A couple of years ago I had a carving contest at a small Halloween gathering at my place, you can check out the pics from last Oct in the archives.  Well i think I had best be getting a move on, computer class is ending. I know I know, but I really don't need to pay attention in this class! And look at all the good practice I have had right here. *winks*I have also been putting my hand back to writing (a little anyways), so when I have something at an elementary level I'll post it. Cheers everyone and happy October day.  footnote* 'another genius ruined' graphic provided by Jitender 04 Oktober HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAYYes today is the day, Jordi's Birthday; aren't you excited? I knew you would be! What would I really like to say, that can only be done in this fine blogging manner? Well Jordi,
 *WINKS* Hmmm, how can I say what I REALLY want to say?  Seriously friends, (well, semi-seriously), I really had to come back. In actuality I dont think I ever really left, but was just unable to blog. This summer I was working insanely. 2 jobs, (for awhile 3), about 60 hour weeks, 6 days/week. With only one free day/week you can imagie that I had a lot to do.
I'm proud to say however, that at least my children remember who I am, YAY! Now that we are all back to school, things are still crazy, just in a different sort of way. We now have a puppy, (his name is Clancy, he's a shepard/black lab X), I'm taking 5 courses, 2 of the kids have ringette, the other rugby and soon indoor soccer..... well you get the drift; same old! I really have missed the blog enviro., it did so much for me at times.. just what I needed when I needed it. I have always appretiated everyone's comments, particularily over the past few months that have had me M.I.A. To those of you,
 . To the rest of ya,  . Nah, I'm JUST KIDDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~Love ya all. Apparently my "blogging" skills have degraded quite a bit, LOL, i can't even change the song on my space right now. (Ya, sorry about that!) I'm sure my minimal talents shall return in due time. Thanks for stopping by, I'm so glad to see you've stoppped by, and yes, I will be back! To tose of you I don't get a chance to visit over the next couple days, just be patient, I'm getting there I promise!!! I hope everyone is doing well and I'll chat atcha soon!
HUGS AND CHEEKIE KISSES, ME  05 Juni coming homeThen she was there, a reach away. Asleep on her side, resting unaware. It wasn’t a surprise that he was there. The waves would come soon however, when he entered her. Slowly and gently, consumed with love, nothing intrusive, only enough to bring them together with the adrenaline the night offers. The darkness wont matter as neither will need to see. Other senses will be intensified and she will have tears in her eyes. The truth of the space will only be the two of them, in unison of movement, in passion, in love. All they can want is right then, there is nothing else. He closes the door, eliminating the light fed in along the wall. Slipping in beneath the thin sheet she is using he takes her in his arms and draws her against his chest. He breathes in her scent as she sighs faintly in a lightly stirred sleep. This isn’t the same but is good too. Better than good. Comfort and belonging, a feeling of home not surpassed. He closes his eyes and they soon meet in the dreams of their night. 15 Mai a michy updatehello my friends... is it a scorcher here, how about where you are? sorry about the MIA, everything came up awfully quickly. i ended up missing the job interview i was supposed to have may 1st as i got a job the thursday and friday before. one started the friday and the other on saturday. then i started days on the monday at the smokehouse. so basically, i work days there, have between 1 and 2 hours to get the kids home etc. before i work at dixon's pub. im usually there until 1230 or 1am. i also work at Hannah's restaurant occasionally as well, pretty much just for supper shifts. a lot of waitressing so hopefully the tips will translate into me being able to afford a decent vehicle by the time fall hits and i go back to school. i usually work at the bar on sunday nights too so saturday is pretty much it for time off. the beginning of the day is spent at soccer for araya and ashton. i have to remember to take pictures so i can post them. i got ash's hair cut on saturday so he can see again, yay. :-) there isn't much to say as there isn't much happening past working. i want to say thanks to everyone for stopping by and saying hi, and a big wave and hug to my brae, happy first mother's day. :-) sorry i didn't call you back babes *loves you* the olp concert was sweet, wth is with that comment though? christ, if someone has something to say just do it okay? i dont respond to that idiotic sarcasm hidden behind a facade of an identity. but hey whatever you need to get by in your little world i guess. hmm, what else.. well im sure there is more but i have to go pull the kids outta the tub. it's monday night and i got this one off, yay, lol. i really do appretiate hearing from everyone. i will try to be soon, i really will/ *misses all of you* *happy mother's day to all the mommies* 27 April ahhh*settles in for a new episode of CSI*
well yesterday was the official last day of school for me as I wrote my last final exam. I was planning on taking today off (and have a pile of resumes and cover letters dated for tomorrow ready to go) but i thought i'd stop in today at the smokehouse because i was nearby. it paid off, and i have myself a job *yay* i was so very super-stressing about that. it wont be enough to feed the three for the summer but it's a start. i have an interview on monday as well but it is for a place in sicamous and apparently is for min wage? a reception job for a houseboating comapny. i can't afford to drive there for 8$/hr. even if it pays better i don't really believe my car will make it for the summer. aaaaaaaaaanyways, that's about it for updates. my marks? i don't have most yet, the 2 i do are ok but it is the other 3 classes that i am/was concerned about it. guess we'll see. what else... hmm... ouu, on sunday jordi is taking me to the our lady peace concert for my birthday *squeaks with happiness*.
anyone who has been a visitor for a while may remember that i have been to very few concerts so yes, i am excited. i really do have a strong love for music so i probably would be excited anyways although maybe with a little less of that innocent-kid-like version there of. ;-) i know i haven't really been around guys so thank you for still coming on by *sends hugs your ways* thanks for stickin by me and hanging out. i should be by to visit everyone real soon. i guess i will share a poem too, i have some stuff written, not much new lately though...
Bring it on
Bring it on Bring on the sun The rain The days made to change Take it strong With a fist Not in the wind Not for the weak Made for a mother Made for me Challenge in my eye I can take it all Stress is nothing It is to strive Think you can get me Think again I can write it I can take it Do me wrong I can break it Give it to me I have the power Trust in life Trust in myself This is the motto This is my way All I need Never astray
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i see you when i close my eyes
I see you when I close my eyes To think of you to smile Complexity of frustration With architectural style
I see you when I close my eyes Ever hard to accept Close but never there Life’s love intercept
I see you when I close my eyes A different awe each time Surprised again by life Now on a rapid climb
I see you when I close my eyes Perhaps this is the chance Seeing you there smiling Living in the dance
I see you when I close my eyes Within myself as sphere Convoluted now simplicity Nothing is as clear
16 April happy birthdaysssssssssssssssssssssssssssthanks everyone for the easter and birthday wishes.... i have been out and done some partyin, also trying to do homework, finals next week! (havent tried that hard, for shame!) thanks again *feels special, wipes away tear*
canadian hugs and loves, michy
a couple of presents to me..........
*smiles*
     
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12 April gone from our theme: edit at bottomI have been abandoned I have been left raw I thought you could see me I thought that you saw
Assumed you would hold me Assumed I fulfilled No matter what you say What I gave you now spilled
Happiness gained Happiness flavoured I thought it was pure I thought that you savored
Left with my thoughts Left with my pain Never a good place Never lose strain
Gone to be you Gone from our theme I failed to make whole I failed at the dream
Now I am lost Now I will wander I hate the new path I hate that I ponder
Inside my mind Inside my head Slow the bleeding Slow the dread
Shrinking words Shrinking light I miss my spark I miss my ignite
All will fade All will be Lost forever Lost memory
edit: for those of you that have asked, it is on the 16th 11 April the need for speed.. too bad my car is now a P.O.SThe miscellaneous and random that is I
Well here I am, left hurting again. It’s hard to know why we do it, except that the highs are so great that we really believe they can last forever. Part of the idiocy that is mankind I suppose.
When the writing is on the wall, on the everything, why do we ignore it?
It isn’t as if I could change the outcome or course, certainly I couldn’t sacrifice who I was. I’m not sure why I would dwell on it; after all, do I want someone that doesn’t want me? That doesn’t think I am worth it? That I am the best? Was I lied to…..? Didn’t I just ask that very same question yesterday? No matter.
Well this certainly isn’t doing my homework now is it? Guess that might be a little shot to hell now. And my birthday? Ah, my birthday… ugh. Can you believe I actually thought I would have fun this year? Ouu, fucking awesome, I get to be at home by myself!
It is true I think that I am an idealistic little fuck, like come on, really? What was I thinking? Was I even thinking at all? Well maybe not with the right parts hey? Ouuu, crude. Don’t like it? Too bad and fuck off, you know where the ‘leave’ button is.
So who knows a good story about the Gotti’s, anyone, anyone? I need a good story over here and I was thinking that might be an interesting one.
Hmm, 130am, fucking superb. Did you know it was 3am last night before I got to sleep? Of course, I think it was better the night before that… maybe 130? Well maybe a little past. I think the littluns finally passed out around then and after that I was busy for awhile… it’ll be a long fucking while till that ever happens again I can imagine.
Life really is random and miscellaneous; the past year has been mind boggling. I have actually been in love twice in that short while. (What a fucking idiot hey?) Not sure what I was thinking… well really I am pretty sure I was not.
You know I kind of wavered at first? But you seemed so sure and so strong with it, I just had to fall into that too…
I kept wondering stuff the past bit here, like why we weren’t doing this or that. Why I was being given the distance, I even wondered for a moment why I wasn’t invited for supper tonight, holy fucking retard.
Why can’t there be innocence? Why do I not deserve that taste?
I guess I just don’t have the right ammunition.
By the way, any of you think this is an invitation to make me feel better, please don’t. Don’t be answering the questions either, they are all meant to be rhetorical. And if I sound sullen than I probably am. But hey, I can deal with it. I have my big girl panties on and I’m ready to go. next morn. you know what's fun? waking up and feeling the exact same way as when you fell asleep, ya, it's good times! so i have glassy eyes and look like a fucking addict, awesome! and i get to go to school all day. even better. super fucking timing though, really. why, why? she screamed, must i cry? the echo it turns out was within herself
so i have big news for everyone out in wherever-land. apparently i am a vey large sacrifice, what with the kids and what not. i feel like a tool because i asked about the kids, so many times. of course this is what i meant, what the hell else would i have meant?
but if we are the choice, if it is us vs. one's dreams and everything they ever planned on having in life then they definately don't belong with us now do they? just the fact that we are not part of the dream is telling... and that we are a financial burden... i guess i am just angry because i am not worth it *ouch says ma pride* 09 April another day another year another birthday another cheer...just a little update... yesterday was araya's birthday, she is now 7! we had at least a dozen littluns over yesterday and then 3 friends spent the night. whew! it's 345pm and i just finished cleaning. there are a couple of things left i'd still like to do, especially her bedroom, yikes! but i HAVE to get some HW done because this whole weekend has been about this little girl. she did have a good time of course! next weekend is easter, josh's wedding and my birthday. the following weekend is ashton's birthday! the craziness, it never ends! ;-) he still isn't sure what he wants to do... when araya was down to two friends left today i tried to get them to pitch in and do a bit of a tidy. araya came up from her room asking for something and i asked if they had done any cleaning yet. she said "mom, i have good friends, they just aren't good for cleaning." i coulda died. super cute and witty too. i guess she might grow up to be like her mommy after all! ;-) ouu, i want to play outside soooooooo bad; get my fingers in the dirt etc etc. but it will have to wait *sigh*. i am always planting late! but the reality is i have to get my schoolwork done and the semester is coming to a close. i will leave you with a couple of pics, the first one with all three of them is of our drive back from calgary last week and the others are from the party. cheers everyone!
 pit stop!
 her dress was so sweet, i still need to get a good pic of her in it.
 reece is missing in this one, the extra little girl is bethany, araya's best friend. they have been inseperable since the start of kindergarten.
 the green on the wall in the background is new, used to be a mint.
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